when was it?

I really don't remember when is the last time I took my picture.. zzzz, really don't think about it,.
Indeed when we took some of our pictures, we will make it as a memories, but for me, I don't really wanted to be in memories, cause time goes by, friends and foe came and went, therefore there is no need to remember about me a lot. Maybe this is the person what I really am. I do and will remember my friends but I don't want them to remember me, not necessarily, cause maybe I'm giving to much bad memories and experience. For those who had a great time with me, its a pleasure but back to the pictures thing, I really don't think or taking it as an important reason for people to remember me. Just as in thought that will be enough, It will be more appropriate and kinda strong when it is in our mind and heart. Sorry if anyone that misunderstand what I just wrote here, its just the way I think and the only way I act.
Ya, its been a long time since I took a picture, not from me only but my friends too, you can ask them how hard to get mine one. I'm not being selfish or to snoob to give one, but I'm just being low and maybe a little shy, LOL, u can say that again. nah, I'm not gonna take any pictures. that will be a good answer when there is needed for the event. Its 2.44 am and I'm actually kinda piss off and sad and maybe u can called it lost for a moment. Need to have my strength back and the way I used to be. Lately I'm not becoming myself, Idk why, but I hope to be rightfully to myself, geez, this is getting worse even more, ok fine, I'm heading to my bed and gonna sleep cause got classes on 8 till 1, WTH..

I really wish to go somewhere right now, I mean like really now!!! at this time, somewhere really peace, sweet and sound, like a place only for myself.. damn I'm dragged the time again. I wanna be on a lake right now, or even on top of a mountain, a peaceful place,, geezzz, I need to look at the moon and stars, not the sun, my eyes will burn like hell,,, where is the place? God take me there,,,,

fuh, I hope that when I wake up this morning, something good happened to me, wish that will happen, oh how I wish that will be.. its off, later....

Fck it oFF

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

What Happened?

I was like,ummm what people said? Inappropriate? haha, I was like running late for everything, my books, classes, guitar sessions, games and even a lil time for myself.. for the record, I am too clumsy right now. LMFAO, maybe because its the final year for me, haha, whtever.

Recently, I was kinda busy, with anything, u can include that all, all of em! Geez, and I was like what happened, seems like I was kinda lost for a while even I am trying to be on spot regularly. Geeez, again I am complaining about things that I realized but I wasn't able to conduct it well. and IDK why girls in my classes are taking me in their group assignment, every single subject with dferent group and I'm not with my boys group member which usually together all the time. Haha, mybe they think they can rely on me, well thats a good thing isn't it? (GEZZZ)

I really need critical thinking from now on, no more instinct or any bullshit!! its now or never, haizzz. There will be a trip (again) which my classmates really wanted 4 me to go along, which really makes me feel like, omfg, i hate this kinda social life. Outside research, and other final projects, hell yeah I like doing assignments, but there are some of this things, I can't cope untill now which is inter-frame with the others for advertisement project, I'm not good on talking to people except on the stage with a guitar and some supportive friends, LOL!!

nothing more to say, but u know why when I become clumsy, haha, nonsense things
MMMMMM,,,,, =.= "
where is it? my inhaler?, feel like breathing a bit!! gezzzz

awesome!!