its been a while here,
all the memory starts here. everyhting, the first point I've learned to knew a persons as a woman.
to have the feeling, the desire to like and wanted to feel belonging.
and now i got nothing, everyhting slips from me one by one,
the people i really rely on is gone, far, far away from my gasp.
neither family nor a partner do i have now. a huge responsibility at the same time.
i have nothing now except god.
i tryto be careful yet i still made mistakes i thought i can avoid as a man.
i am careless, clueless, mindless. dumb for sure.
ya Allah, gve me the strength , get me back on the right track where i used to be.
i have to let one by one go even i dont want to lose them at the end.
i dont wanted them to be burden by me, felt the same mistakes, have their good and happy life.
this is my sacrifice for them. i hope everyhtings will be ok and everyone will forget about me , out from their memories. life will never be the same again, but i hope everything will get better, for everyone...

zzzzz

im in pain

Sweet Child O Mine - Gun & Roses

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Friday friday friday

hello friday,
rase nak men lagu n rakam2 lah, kahkah!! bongok bongok!!!
pagi2 lg dah msg2 ngn dye padahal dye nk pg kelas...


Bachelor of Science in Management Information Systems (Honours), hoyeah!

WHAT?

please tell me if I'm wrong, or anything that makes You uncomfortable
Because I have no idea, at all

LIVE IN KL!!! A7X!!

APRIL 29, 2012!!

know what this means?

its TRUE!!
 its for my family and for someone
:D

hehehehehe

recently, I'm damn Happy,
I'm always are, but, serioulsy..
it is more, hehe , thank you,
dumdum

Thanks!!

greeting...
now,
I know!!!

and

really, 

thanks a lot,
yes, this is still early,,,
here, in this heart

and my mind

wanted to gain your trust

coz, DTB

and wanted make me the only

out of DTB

in this early time

I hope

can 

manage it

and

have enough time

to

gain your trust

indeed, u give me

the space

although I don't really care

when it comes to you.

sincerly

you really are

what I'm looking for

High 5, One Hand

The rest....
Geezz, I felt a lil bit confuse ... does she like me, or not?
or maybe its only me?
I'm not much kind of a forced persons, its not me decide whats good for you,
if just maybe you going back to your mr X,
I'm cool with that, nothing to be worried, at least it is still early
yeah we should focus on study and family first,
I can keep steady with current rlationship we have now,
but at the same time I'm trying to win your heart,
but tht is just me, on the opposite site, maybe your scared or something,
ey, I'm scared too but don't blame me cause I feel good whenever with u, besides my family and guitar
man.. im feeling like a girl

Epic

epic things,
I am trying to make an epic video, well just wait for the result, hahah,
no such comment needed here, :P

sorry too

here by, i am sorry,
to make you feel unpleasant, or uncomfortable,
maybe I shouldn't confess that day,
maybe I should kept it just the way it were.
if i know u would be unpleasant , I will not say anything.
chill...

Doubts

actually, what did you want me to say?
what kind of explanations?

Trust doesn't destroy by distance, but trust destroy by doubts
any doubts about me? well its D.T.B
at least I'm not playing anyone

I believe and will be...

I believe in myself, in GOD, in this world, and in you.
though everything's not very clear yet, but I put my trust on you
because, I believe ...
in myself..

hmmm

I was waiting for some text last night, or even a notification, haha
actually feel like ...........

oh, really?

snap, snap!!! snap out of it!!
sbnarnye aku berkhayal sekejap,

harhar... =.=

people said that money can't buy happiness, but are you sure?????
haha, eh don't laugh, this is serious matter. speaking of serious, seriously money is important , !!
everything is about money now, even the toilet services. LMFAO

no one can deny how much important money is, but is it necessary?
don't get confused dude...
money is important, we live with it, without it, how can we survive each and every single day?
we get more money , the more happiness we can get?
critical thinking needed here...
damn it.. well, the solid reason is, the value of the money, its not about the 'value', its about the real value... pening ke?


even the money were only RM5 , if we used it wisely,it will be more valuable than RM5000. example, you just got RM 5 , and decided to buy something, i have no idea what would you buy but lets say nasi lemak, 5 nasi lemak, you went to an orphan home and shared it with some of the kids, How much value did the RM5 gave to both you and those children? and what about some RM5K's which were spent by Johor's Royal Family only for one week GROCERIES!

damn..... what did you do with 5K groceries in a week? did they value the money in a good way it supposed to be, NO! in the end , wasted, plus many of the Johor citizen doesn't really like the royal family behavior, seriously.

so, does money bring happiness?
if you agree with this, so start making money now!!
if you don't,,,,then start making donation now.
"memberi adalah lebih baik dari menerima"
"sedekah amalan mulia. walaupun senyuman"
"Allah menjanjikan rezeki berlipat ganda bg hambanya yg mengingati dan menolong hambanya yang lain"


ALAN DRAGON :- cari duit tolong keluarge dan adik beradik!!

"KNOWING"

=by alan dragon=

What would you say about something special?

Of course, something good, wonderful, makes you smile!

-PRICELESS-

Parents who have a child with disabilities like syndrome or  other unperfect physicals, 

yet they still love em, because it is SPECIAL to them

-PRICELESS-

You make a drawing, about something,

even it is not good or just a  simple sketch, but you loved it,because it is SPECIAL to you

-PRICELESS-

A boy, used to ride his bicycle to school everyday, 

later he grew up, not as successful as others but he can live happily now,

the bike was torn up, but he kept it, because it is SPECIAL to him

-PRICELESS-

Friends, grew up together,

the chatters and the laughter, they don't want to loose one another,

because there are SPECIAL 

-PRICELESS-

Family, the closest persons ever,

you fell, you get back up, they still supporting you,

always want to be with them, because family are special

-PRICELESS-

and...

Me,

here,

look at some other things in details,

sorry, 

I'm not going to tell,

I'm not going to compliment,

I'm not going to describe,

and,

I'm not going to show,

because,

beauty,

caring,

honour,

'LOVE'

is too 

SPECIAL

and for me 

-PRICELESS WORD-

either you notice or not

I don't care

because

SPECIAL

is hard to find

and

I can't promise anything now

because

a broken promise

HURTS!

ma niece, Daniel

day 1

 

aidilfitri

 

 aidiladha XD

ckur jambul x dak rambot dah

byeeee....
alan dragon A.K.A pak uda!!

 

Changing blog

This blog is going to be changed early this month, about the content and overall information,
I am still carry on with my guitar stuff but now, computerizing will cover up this blog interface and also about editing and designing web and videos, this is what I am being doing recently. thank you

Cari saya sampai dapek!!

ramainye org org org budak kelas, cari aku, pe bnde tah ni, saje je

 

boleh menang moto